Adulthood.

I kept building the wall.
Higher and higher.
Day by day.
Against me and world.
To help me ease the anxious.
At least, a bit.
To help me feel nothing.
At least, a bit.
To help me keep the sanity.
At least, a bit.
But somehow, sometimes.
The reality hits.
Until when 
I want to be like this,
keep being like that.
I might deserve happiness too,soon.
Very soon.
One thing, for sure- as I delve a new chapter of adulthood.

I never knew that adult life would be this lonely [어른의 삶이 이렇게 외로울 줄은 몰랐다].

Uploaded 26th August 2024
Written 29th October 2022
- ضحى 
D ၄၃
 

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